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Name: Eliana
Country: Belgium
Birthday: 11/25/1989
Interests: star gazing, walks on the beach, long aimless drives, burning cds with lizz, a static lullaby, the academy is.., brand new, bright eyes, cursive, daphne loves derby, dashboard confessional, death cab for cutie, early november, emery, fall out boy, finch, from first to last, further seems forever, googoo dolls, hawthorne heights, hellogoodbye, hidden in plain view, home grown, i can make a mess like it's nobody's businiess, matchbook romance, motion city soundtrack, my chemical romance, the northwood, oasis, punchline, senses fail, something corporate, sparta, the spill canvas, starting line, story of the year, straylight run, taking back sunday, thursday, & the used. <3
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AIM:  EKGBasketball25
Member Since:
5/22/2004
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| a long talk with chris last night led to a lot of thinking. things are so perfect right now, even though theyre so screwed up at the same time. things are going to be changing soon and theres nothing anyone can do about it. what sucks worse for me is that im the youngest when it comes to some friends. im going to be left behind while i watch them all leave for college, and i hate thinking about that and i hate the feeling that comes with that. i absolutely cant stand it. lizz is going to be a senior and then graduate.. and then i have one more year and then kevin, john, chris, lauren, corinna, kaitlin, and demi all leave too. and then im still stuck at nda with kelsy and cristina but i dont know what im expected to do while theyre all gone. i dont want to be stuck here while theyre all gone living their new lives. i dont want them to have new lives. i want things to stay like this forever. i want things to stay like this forever and ever and ever. and i hate how some people just dont care. some people dont care that theyre leaving me and some people dont care that it upsets me. it just doesnt matter. i dont want things to change. i hate change. im comfortable with how things are now, and i want it to be like this forever. im afraid that we wont take advantage of it, and the next 2 1/2 years are going to fly by. i just cant even believe everyones going to college. i still feel like we're all little kids. i hate feeling so helpless and that things are going to be different. it just upsets me.
leave some to make me feel better.
i want to stay 15 forever, so we can stay like this forever.. | | |
| i admit that i'm just a fool for you.
i'm just a fool for you..
a taste of chaos on monday = amazing.
underoath and senses fail and the used and my chemical romance and oh it was perfect. <3 | | |
| i want to be somewhere i can see the roads.
a place where everytime you breathe, a wish comes true.
i want to be where love is real,
and memories of distant days come to life again.
<3333
so this february vacation pretty much blows. from friday-monday i was in new hampshire at camp with everyone. it was an okay time even though andi and i were in the wrong cabin. monday just hung out. tuesday i was with cristina and today im with kelsy. tomorrow is kevins birthday and friday i think im going to milton/boston ish places with demipooface. i need one exciting night to make this vacation worthwhile. blah.
im in your room.
is this turning you on? am i turning you on?
i'm in your room.
i'm on the corner of your bed. i'm thinking maybe..
are you turn on?
are you turned on?? | | |
| tidal waves, they rip right through me.
tears from eyes worn cold and sad.
pick me up now,
i need you so bad..
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| heyy friends
im really hott
and i like to go boating
kbyeee
<3 eg | | |
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